My mommy found me in my room on the floor.
Before I did this I put my Don't Disturb sign on my door.
But now as she looks at me with blood flowing from my wrist,
She picks up a note that reads something like this:
Mom, I know I never told you, never showed it in my face
But I'll tell you now, my life was a disgrace.
I never planned a future because I knew my life would end.
And now as I write this, you were my only friend.
I never meant to hurt you. I never meant to break your heart.
Just keep on living and we'll never be apart.
Tell Daddy that I love him. Tell sis and brother to be brave
and promise me this on my birthday - every year put a rose on my grave.
I love you, Mommy, very much and when the others cry tell them I hated them all.
Each cut will tell them why. I must go now, Mommy. Death is calling my name
And when you see me dead, Mommy, don't put on yourself the blame.
I'm picking up the knife right now, Mommy. These tears for you I cry.
I just made the first cut, Mommy. I guess now I'll say goodbye.